Down The Rabbit Hole

October 21, 2014 § Leave a comment

“It starts from nowhere, like an uncontrollable chattering in your head, a million voices from all directions, aggressively pointing out every flaw, imperfection, mistake you’ve made. And then it turns physical, there’s so much chattering that it begins to become painful, as if your skull is vibrating from the noise, you try to ignore it and replace it with other thoughts, a conversation, or a task and you try so hard that the actions become a thick black blanket of apathy, and you’re nothing, for a small time you are nothing and nobody.

You cease to exist.
Have you ever been lost somewhere? Like properly lost? Like you have no idea where you are and you panic?! You feel sick! Well the sickness comes next, but it’s not sickness at being lost in your environment it’s the sickness drawn from the panic of losing yourself. You are falling down the rabbit hole, and like Alice you don’t know what’s up and what’s down”

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“Down the rabbit Hole” © Arron Hansford

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